Why are the stores already selling Valentine’s day stuff?! Ugh!!
After my talk with my best friend we realized I just don’t know how to love someone like they want me to.
Love fascinates me but I never let myself fall in love. It’s like when you’re at the beach and you put your feet slightly in there to get a feel, once it touches you and you realize it’s not what you expected, you take a step back. My problem is that I take to many step backwards instead of going for another try until I let myself jump into the waves. I close up and people may think I’m falling for them and maybe I was but I walk away before it got too serious, too real. One day though I’ll find the perfect wave and instead of testing out the water first I’ll jump straight into the water and find out the excitement and the rush of truly being in love.
